short silent thoughts (part 2)

Jun 15, 2008 at 11:14 PM
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discarded all those letters i had saved. held on to them a little longer than i should have. was maybe holding on to something more then the words, those feelings, those thoughts that maybe one day i would read them to you and we would laugh at how long it took us to get here. i guess i always believed us some story book. you know how my mind tends to wander. you know how much i dream.
thought how i would tell you it is over. how you were wrong, i am through. thought how i would probably just disappear - thats something i never could do. but i'm really gonna try this time. like trying to quit the scene. i said no last night.
the hardest part is the day dreams.
the easy part is the night dreams - in those you are always mean. or distant. or telling me to let go.
why do i have such trouble listening?
listen to me,
listening